Dear roadside romeo, I still remember the day when you held my hand tightly and said that you love me and I ran from there. Why did you get committed with that other girl next week if you loved me? You were the one who made me believe that true love doesn’t exist.
Dear class lover, I still remember the way you used to stare me in the class. And I always used to keep my eyes down. But our eyes used to meet for a fraction of seconds. Why did you not told me about the love? I know, you’ll say, “If I would have told you, our friendship would have been broken.” But my dear, You’ll have to tell people about your feelings. This thing made me feel that you’re afraid of rejections. But that was wrong. If you love someone truly just go there and tell them because no one knows what happens after that.
Dear first lover, I still remember the way you made me realise that all men aren’t the same. You were different. I still miss the way you used to talk to me. I sort of used to find solace in your words. You were the first person who made me believe that love exists. And sadly, the first who broke me. I felt like I will never ever forget you. When you were right, then why do you feel regret while talking to me? When I stopped showing my love, you thought I’ve forgotten you. But my dear, love is never ever forgotten, you just stop showing. And I no more feel solace while talking to you.
Dear liar, I still remember the way you used to talk to me. Do you remember that day when you told me about your dad? I felt really very bad for you. I really loved the way you were, without any filters. You never fulfilled the standards of my partner, the only thing which attached me to you emotionally was that I thought you’ll never ever lie to me, but I again was wrong.
Dear college lover, I still remember when I was broken and then I met you. You were the one who always knew that I’m sad only by looking into my eyes. I still remember the way you used to send me the songs. But I was always confused you’re dedicating those songs to me or just sending me because they’re good. But yes, I really love the way you’re because you always make me smile and always understand me even when I don’t tell you what I’m feeling.
Dear online friend, I still remember the way you used to talk to me. There was an effort in each text. And I really appreciate it. You never hurted me. The only thing I dislike about you is that you never talk to me in reality and speak a lot virtually. But my dear, if you love someone you should have enough courage to tell that to that person.
Dear silent observer, I still remember the day when you drunk called my number and tell me about your life. For the first time after that breakup, I felt like telling someone about my life, my pains, my emotions. I sort of found solace in you after that time. You know the best thing about us is that I don’t want anything from you nor I expect anything from you. I only want you to just be there for me as you’re.
Today, I’m here writing about all of you, not because I’m missing you all. I was just thinking about myself and then I realised that if I would’ve not met you I were not like this.
Thankyou so much all of you. Because the pain which you gave me, made me a beautiful, strong woman.